Refresh in the Great Outdoors

My dreams are getting worse than what they were at first!

Unspeakable, unthinkable, it might be better if I were un-sleep able!

I think I’ll journey to Alaska in search of nature and daylight

Because these dreams at night make me feel like getting in a big fight!

Bad behavior & violation, makes me want to strangulate someone or someones, who don’t know how to behave!

I see the door, an escape from your violent mistakes.

I’ll surround myself in nature, the outdoors & cozy corners with original hardwood floors, handmade memorabilia hanging from the ceilings, and paintings framed in rustic wood with images of wildlife behaving good!

It will calm me down after this series of night terrors, bizarre stares, rubbing of eyes trying to make me awake, and clearing of throats to unravel my scattered brain. No more interaction with creepy guys and their ridiculous lies or bitchy girls wearing frivolous pearls. I need a break from all the stupid mistakes, people playing fake, and my lonely days with relationships all strained.

Instead, I will explore the great outdoors, watch unspoiled nature, and adore where beauty lies in God’s eyes. It will be gentle and sweet, mixed with the desperation and heat that generates passion.