Stuck
Petrichor no stuck
Words stuck in your mind
They won’t come out
You swirl them about
Perfecting the sounds
before you speak
Sequences rearranged
Sentiments remade
Stories retold
Solutions to mold
Sentences with effect
when to one’s ear they are met
Well thought out…
They may be accepted
or rejected
But you did the work
Considered directions
Pondered approaches
and possible objections
But in the end
Unfiltered and direct
—You make your best attempt
You throw it out &
Controversy abounds
Dismissed once again
You call it the end.

Aphasia is a communication disorder that makes it hard to use words to communicate and is generally caused by brain damage. Dysgraphia is a disorder that makes it hard to write down your thoughts and expressive language issues describe a condition that makes it hard to speak the words associated with one’s thoughts.
The issue I am speaking about is when your thoughts or experiences don’t have an associated word. That means it’s time to create a new word. For example, I recently published a book called, A Step Back, where I added the word fantacity to my dictionary. I have many other thoughts that still need to be labeled.
Fantacity (v)
When your faith in something or someone has held you caged so long that you are driven to insanity.
While I have experienced dysgraphia and expressive language issues in the past, I no longer have those issues. I have a lot to say and words to go with much of what I am thinking. My problem now is finding some good listeners—people with curiosity, questions, even arguments. I wrote books and blog posts expressing what I see, hear, and think about the past, present, and future. But nobody is responding.
Say something. I refuse to give up on you!
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